Today Jan Cline shares insights from her writing journey. I hope you are as blessed.
Like many writers, I struggle to find my place in this crazy
writing and publishing world. Starting out, I had no idea how big a world it
was, or that I had jumped into a vast sea of aspiring writers just like me.
Then I caught sight of the big fish – the multi-published,
best-selling, popular published authors. I even got to know many of them when I
founded and directed a writer’s conference for several years - some of the most
talented, enjoyable people I’ve ever met. I found myself on the edge of their
circle and thought I was where I belonged. I knew it would only be a matter of
time before I could really be a part of that identity as a traditionally
published author.
Didn’t happen.
My heart’s desire is to be a novelist. I started late in
life, so I worked hard, studied the craft, networked, did social media, and
attended conferences. I did everything I knew to do, everything I was advised
to do.
But I lost my writing identity. I lost touch with most of
the inner circle I hoped to join. So I decided to self-publish. It was a long
difficult process and did not produce the Indie-published author identity I
thought it might.
I was back to square one. Where is my writing identity?
Ted Dekker in his book The
Forgotten Way explains that we will never find our true peace and happiness
until we know who we are and who our Father is. When we know all of
that with our whole heart and mind, we will be secure in an identity that no
one can take away, not even our self.
I must write in the light of my true identity, not for any
other reason but to please the One who placed in me the desire to write. He has
already decided if I will ever be traditionally published, or who my friends in
the business will be or not be. I just need to do what is before me by His
design, leaving the rest to Him. I have to align myself with His agenda.
Have you forgotten your writing identity? Your true
identity? What has been the one thing that you strive to accomplish in your self-made
identity?
May you find the forgotten way.
Blessings, Jan
Jan Cline is an author and speaker from the Pacific
Northwest. She also teaches at writers groups and conferences. She is the
mother of 3 and the grandmother of 7. Her debut historical novel released in
March 2016, Emancipated Heart.
Thank you for this post, Jan. I can identify with all you are saying. I've been trying to find my writing identity for a long time. Congratulations on release of Emancipated Heart!
ReplyDeleteThank you Patti. I think it's a universal struggle - I'm so glad God is patient! Blessings on your writing!
DeleteThanks for stopping by and leaving a comment, Patti!
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